been a while since i last updated and im sorry for that ive been working on bigger pieces since last time and havent got a camera to put them on yet and utter hell has decended on my household.
so im dignosed with depression and axiety and cant go to school alot because im sobbing my fucking eyes out.
my brother might be suicidal.
my grandmother only has about 6 months if were lucky.
my grandfather in deteriorating.
my mother is in a living hell because her parents that shes taken care of for years without her sisters help are dieing before her eyes.
and now what?
my father doesnt understand a fucking thing about what im going through and will let laws and what the school wants dictate what he wants me to do and its his way or the high way and im just about to go the high way.
im just fed up with his hypocritical ways and how he turns my mothers heart breaking on us when we're the ones who hold her when she breaks down while hes sleeping and watching tv getting into more fights with her about how he wants it his way.
and while all this is happening i feel like i just want to taking it all away.
right this very second im debating weather or not to flunk out of school next year and run or be the "rebelious teenager" my dad thinks im being.
sorry bout not updating, hope to get on it soon.
ta ta for the moment

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